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Title:	Untitled
Date:	2008-06-14 @ 16:35
Security:	public
Music:	note to self - from first to last

sometimes, i miss being single...

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	2008-06-14 @ 05:22
Security:	public

buenos noches.
:)

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Title:	"secrets"
Date:	2008-06-13 @ 19:03
Security:	public
Location:	home.
Music:	From First To Last
Mood:	numb

1) I self abuse, but am too scared to cut.
2) I am so disgusted at myself, I can't even look in a full length mirror.
3) I wear sp much make-up, hoping it'll cover my flaws.
4) I'm insanely naive && let people take advantage of that.
5) I'm bi but I'm too scared to tell my boyfriend because I believe hell leave me.
6) I was sexually abused by my best friend's ex boyfriend.
7) I used drugs as an excuse for failing almost 2 years of highschool.
8) I hate my mom for not being there && have blamed her too often for my failures.
9) I'm scaredd to graduate because I don't want to be alone out in this world.
10) I think things would be easier for me if I was pic thin.
11) I'm ashamed of who I am today...

Don't try to judge me.

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Title:	I can't be his shoulder...
Date:	2008-06-12 @ 23:21
Security:	public
Location:	home.
Music:	the proclaimers..
Mood:	confused

My boyfriend just found out his grandmother is going blind && he wants me to fix it.
The thing is, when my grandfather dies a few months ago, he wasn't there to comfort me, at all...
&& now he needs me but I don't know what to do.
Sometimes I find myself not caring about him && I'm not sure why.
I love him, I really do.
But, I don't feel right.

Now, he hates me for telling him I can't do anything about it.

:(

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Title:	Thinking..
Date:	2008-06-12 @ 22:32
Security:	public
Mood:	worried

Wow, junior year is over. I don't know where it went. I'm scares for senior year. For some reason I don't think I'll make it. I dunno why. Maybe I won't. :/

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